Missing someone..

Its hard when you are so far away with someone and there is no proper communication happen between the two of you instead of sms.

I miss this someone so much..

Hard to tell how I miss this someone while I always be the clown of the day.

When my day is down and miss this someone I always listen to D'Masive - Merindukanmu.

This song is the perfect song for what I feel and for I hope to happen.

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Damn it!I hate this feeling...but this is the time when it just happen.

Hope I can endure this feeling before its eat me alive.