Hanyut

Salam,

U guys have heard FT latest song, Hanyut?

I like it a lot, for me it is a sincere confession those that don't appreciate their love one until to the very last minute..until their love one is gone. There are many people in these world that take this matters lightly. I have a lot experience in this matters, believe me.

So to those that take for granted what they have and also to their love one try to "listen" what is the moral of the songs. FT thanks again for the great song!

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

For me forgive & forget is always be my beliefs. 

How matter bad is it if you just forgive and let go things will get better after that, Insyaallah.

Goodbye

Wish time was standing still tonight
Wish I was standing by your side all of time
Not for the last time

This can’t be goodbye
How could I ever find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can’t be goodbye

Don’t wanna carry this inside
Don’t wanna to carry on despite how I’ve tried
To take this in my stride
No I don’t think I’ll be alright
No its not something I can hide
And I won’t try, I don’t see why

This can’t be goodbye
How could I ever find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can’t be goodbye

I can’t say goodbye
Somehow I cannot find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can’t be goodbye

Why won’t this agony subside
Can’t fill this emptiness inside
Oh I’m so empty inside
No I can’t ever make this right
No its not something I can fight
I know I’ve tried

Come take this pain away
Come take this pain away
Come take this pain, take it away

Please don’t cry
Come take this pain away
It’s time to say goodbye
Come make it go away
Baby please don’t cry
Come take this pain away
It’s time to say goodbye

This can’t be goodbye
It’s time to say goodbye
How could I ever find
Baby please don’t cry
The strength to let go, to be without you
It’s time to say goodbye
This can’t be goodbye

-Paperplane Pursuit-

Sepi

Bisik ku pada bulan

Kembalikan temanku

Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku

Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar malam ini kelam

Biar ia sepi sepertiku

Sigh..

I'll bet some of you recognize this poetry.

Yup..it is from Sepi. I watch it like all time but I forbid it for now, atleast for now and just for now. It's hard for me these day to even mention about it~ the Sepi words.

I hope its just temporarily but I don't know, He already planned everything and me as the humble servant is just have to tawakkal & followed the plan.

Nevermind, sometimes in your life you need to be Sepi for a while to think for a moment what have you done in your life. To sit back and revaluate what the impact that you caused and what move do you need to take to decrease the effects.

But for me this is a signal that God sent to me if I'm getting far away from Him and only I know what the Allah want me to do. Hey, God does works in the mysterious way aite?

Ok, done with my ridiculous theory!I'm out of here.

It's already 8th Ramadhan today!Guys & Gurls happy fasting k!

Owh, before I forget check out my aunt masterpiece in her new blog!She is a baker and I'm so in love with her creation!Check her here!

And those that does shopping for raya, brings you own bag k.Your little action can bring a bigger impact after this. Insyaallah.

Ramdhan Al-Mubarak

Nothing much to say, just....

Happy Fasting This Ramdhan Al - Mubarak

May Allah bless all of us..Insyaallah~

Tomorrow is 1st Ramdhan, don't forget to get up for sahur k guys.

Little Angels..

I heart babies..who doesn't rite?

The cute hands, the out-loud crying, sleepy baby..and the tired mom.

They are so cute...I just love babies maybe because I have a small family.

I do envy big family. I always dream to have big brother or big sister to take care of me.

Or little brother and little sister that I can take care of. 

Cheering for "along" & "angah" with my family during Sport's Day.

All the fighting drama.. Gosh, I envy those little things that I can do if I have a big family.

But if I have the chance, I would never want to change my little family.

We are close then we never been before.

I love mama, ayah & Fera!Gosh, I miss Fera more than before.

Lil' sis, cepatla balek!It's like forever to get to September.

Ok..back to the little angels!

Congrats to Duya & Ran for their newborn son!

And to Kak Ita & Ag Yusri for their newborn daughter!

Ali Imran & Daria, I wish both of u will be a very good sons and daughter, Insyaallah.

 Duya & Little Ali

Ali Imran is so handsome!

Congratulations again Duya!Now you are officially a mother!

Now there are two Ran's in the house..how cute is that..huhu~

And all of us (yes!I talking bout gagak's!) must accept the facts that the gagak's is already into the motherhood phase yawn!Hahahaha..

Welcome to Ali, the team leader for Gagak's 2nd generation team!Huhu..

Anak sape la plak pasni..kte tunggu..hahaha~

P/s:I'm so happy to see Duya glowing!She is more beautiful now than ever!

Time please move a little bit faster..I also want to have baby!hahahahaha!

Missing someone..

Its hard when you are so far away with someone and there is no proper communication happen between the two of you instead of sms.

I miss this someone so much..

Hard to tell how I miss this someone while I always be the clown of the day.

When my day is down and miss this someone I always listen to D'Masive - Merindukanmu.

This song is the perfect song for what I feel and for I hope to happen.

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Damn it!I hate this feeling...but this is the time when it just happen.

Hope I can endure this feeling before its eat me alive.

Down The Memory Line

Hye Guys!

Just a couple weeks ago I managed to scanned all my & my lil' sis oldies pictures from my kindergarten years until my primary school!My emotions is kind mixed up..i'll miss the good ol'days. I miss the recess bell, I miss the exam hall, I miss the sport days (eventho we always came late) & owh not to forget how we run everytime we meet Ustaz Mahir & Cikgu Kamaruddin!!Hahahaha..

 Huu~My 1st Class Picture

My 1st Graduation Picture

My 1st Kelas Agama

My last exam paper before SPM

Last picture of Kelas 5 Ehsan

The happiest moment in my school life..Competing in State's Choral Speaking!

Alhamdulilah...I live my life the very best. Not everybody get what I have experience. I will miss the old days but not my close friends, we always meet up..haha. Owh, by the way..please pray for Duya..anytime now she will be in labor room for our 1st baby gagak!!huhuhu...