Sepi

Bisik ku pada bulan

Kembalikan temanku

Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku

Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar malam ini kelam

Biar ia sepi sepertiku

Sigh..

I'll bet some of you recognize this poetry.

Yup..it is from Sepi. I watch it like all time but I forbid it for now, atleast for now and just for now. It's hard for me these day to even mention about it~ the Sepi words.

I hope its just temporarily but I don't know, He already planned everything and me as the humble servant is just have to tawakkal & followed the plan.

Nevermind, sometimes in your life you need to be Sepi for a while to think for a moment what have you done in your life. To sit back and revaluate what the impact that you caused and what move do you need to take to decrease the effects.

But for me this is a signal that God sent to me if I'm getting far away from Him and only I know what the Allah want me to do. Hey, God does works in the mysterious way aite?

Ok, done with my ridiculous theory!I'm out of here.

It's already 8th Ramadhan today!Guys & Gurls happy fasting k!

Owh, before I forget check out my aunt masterpiece in her new blog!She is a baker and I'm so in love with her creation!Check her here!

And those that does shopping for raya, brings you own bag k.Your little action can bring a bigger impact after this. Insyaallah.

Ramdhan Al-Mubarak

Nothing much to say, just....

Happy Fasting This Ramdhan Al - Mubarak

May Allah bless all of us..Insyaallah~

Tomorrow is 1st Ramdhan, don't forget to get up for sahur k guys.

Little Angels..

I heart babies..who doesn't rite?

The cute hands, the out-loud crying, sleepy baby..and the tired mom.

They are so cute...I just love babies maybe because I have a small family.

I do envy big family. I always dream to have big brother or big sister to take care of me.

Or little brother and little sister that I can take care of. 

Cheering for "along" & "angah" with my family during Sport's Day.

All the fighting drama.. Gosh, I envy those little things that I can do if I have a big family.

But if I have the chance, I would never want to change my little family.

We are close then we never been before.

I love mama, ayah & Fera!Gosh, I miss Fera more than before.

Lil' sis, cepatla balek!It's like forever to get to September.

Ok..back to the little angels!

Congrats to Duya & Ran for their newborn son!

And to Kak Ita & Ag Yusri for their newborn daughter!

Ali Imran & Daria, I wish both of u will be a very good sons and daughter, Insyaallah.

 Duya & Little Ali

Ali Imran is so handsome!

Congratulations again Duya!Now you are officially a mother!

Now there are two Ran's in the house..how cute is that..huhu~

And all of us (yes!I talking bout gagak's!) must accept the facts that the gagak's is already into the motherhood phase yawn!Hahahaha..

Welcome to Ali, the team leader for Gagak's 2nd generation team!Huhu..

Anak sape la plak pasni..kte tunggu..hahaha~

P/s:I'm so happy to see Duya glowing!She is more beautiful now than ever!

Time please move a little bit faster..I also want to have baby!hahahahaha!

Missing someone..

Its hard when you are so far away with someone and there is no proper communication happen between the two of you instead of sms.

I miss this someone so much..

Hard to tell how I miss this someone while I always be the clown of the day.

When my day is down and miss this someone I always listen to D'Masive - Merindukanmu.

This song is the perfect song for what I feel and for I hope to happen.

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Damn it!I hate this feeling...but this is the time when it just happen.

Hope I can endure this feeling before its eat me alive.

Down The Memory Line

Hye Guys!

Just a couple weeks ago I managed to scanned all my & my lil' sis oldies pictures from my kindergarten years until my primary school!My emotions is kind mixed up..i'll miss the good ol'days. I miss the recess bell, I miss the exam hall, I miss the sport days (eventho we always came late) & owh not to forget how we run everytime we meet Ustaz Mahir & Cikgu Kamaruddin!!Hahahaha..

 Huu~My 1st Class Picture

My 1st Graduation Picture

My 1st Kelas Agama

My last exam paper before SPM

Last picture of Kelas 5 Ehsan

The happiest moment in my school life..Competing in State's Choral Speaking!

Alhamdulilah...I live my life the very best. Not everybody get what I have experience. I will miss the old days but not my close friends, we always meet up..haha. Owh, by the way..please pray for Duya..anytime now she will be in labor room for our 1st baby gagak!!huhuhu...

Planning..planning..planning

Actually I will be going holiday to Sarawak end of this year.
The problem is....I don't know where to start first?
And are there any other suggestion beside this?

Sarawak Cultural Village

Beside this?

 Bako National Park

Beside that?

Jalan Satok Sunday Market

Beside that also....

 

 Matang Wildlife Centre

Yup..I also thinking to go here~!!

 

 Tanjung Datu National Park

Yup!!Beside that also..

Cat Museum

Museum of Sarawak

Fort Magarita

And also beside that places too..so any other place that I missed out guys?

Please do give me suggestion and I will do the detailed planning..thanks in advance k!!

back to school..but not the same school~

Me and my friend..not just friends..my closest friends (we have been together since we are form 1!..is already about 15 years ago!damn is so long ago...hoh!)ok..ok stop with the blah,back to the story..together we headed to Kasturi School of Accountancy to register for P2 class (the scariest paper among them all - this is what all people that already taken the papers says).

So this sitting probably will be the enjoyable study experience I will have because we will be in the same class and taking the same paper TOGETHER!!yeay!Give me double 5!!

Is so-so-so long ago we will study together for me, emma,um & atok!hu~

I bet Cikgu Rosli (my previous accounting teacher) will be proud of us since we..specifically me eating and mocking him in his class!huu..sorry sir..but still I respect u!thanks for making me as I was today!

Ok after the registration we headed to Mid Valley to find a good place to eat and I suggest to them Delicious!

My favourite place to makan-makan dessert!hehehe...I think picture below can tell u how delicious the meal is!Damn...telling u guys the place already make me "melioq"!!huu!!!

 ~Delicious~

 Um with her Butterscotch Shake, Death by Chocolate for me & Emma's Rootbeer Float

Atok's as usual "org tua punye air" - Hot Mocha

So happy when the drinks is served

Emma & The Classic Hotdogs

Um only order side dish..I think she is preparing the dinner-lite-candle-tummy!

Star of the day!!Berrylicious Chocolate Pavlova!

We HEART This!

The End

Satisfied..Wanted to stuff the cute-minicupcakes-but-her-tummy -full!

Muke Kenyang Hati Gembira!

We already done with the registration..pay the fee and celebrate our coming sittings even the results is not out yet (cross our finger to pass the P3 paper!) so this coming Thursday is our first class..can't wait to see them in the class!