Friday, December 31, 2010

Fresh Start!

It's 31st December guys!
Tomorrow is already 2011~and I'm already start to worried about my class..hahahaha~
Class is starting and I'm the only one to proceed with my next class while my besties will gonna wait for the result. But nevermind, this is the new adventure for going to class alone..hahahaha!Who's know maybe I'm gonna loving it!

Owh, before I forget!Tonight I'll be going to Kuching!Yeay!
This is the first time in our 10++ year (actually I don't remember the actual year!) of friendship that we have the opportunity to be travel together!
I'm so excited!

So wait for my vacation post k!
Gonna spend my each and every second there!
Happy Holidays Guys!

Or before I forget!
Two Thumbs Up for Malaysia Football Team for winning AFF Suzuki Cups!
Hope we can hold the titles for a long time ya!Hu~

Monday, December 27, 2010

May 2011 Bring Joy, Happiness & Love

It's only 5 day left before year 2011 appear and again new cycle be made..I'm gonna be 26!
Not hate it but the facts that everyone is getting babies or getting married is somehow make me envious.
But what so ever, I'm still happy for them & hopefully I'm getting someone that can love me as who I am.

Year 2010 brings so many things to me..being dumped, having a blessed birthday celebration with my friends, seeing so much people loving me, protected me & always by my side when I'm down, passed my exam, seeing my best friend having babies, my lil' sis finished her 3rd year study, struggling with my financial budgeting, part time study while working and surprisingly many new experience from my job. I think I gonna married with my career!I'm sure no divorce papers is involved..hU~

Peak period is around the corner, so I guess its better for me to get year-end holiday first before the all chaos happening. Gonna get a fresh start and have a positive mindset for year 2011. There are too many hopes for year 2011 and I really wish it happen as what as I'm planned.

Where I'm heading for this new year?...........................
Welcome to Kuching~ and if everything is come together, the end of January I'm be heading to Bali! It's good to have a good vacation and from year 2011, I will save 10% of my salary to my vacation savings.Destination for 2011 is Asean countries..not sure where..but definitely not

Hmm..i'm been thinking about 2010 resolution..there are some that I achieved and some is still in progress..and for 2011 I'm renewing my old resolution. Here are some in my mind:
1.Must finish my study by December 2011.
2.Getting MIA membership by December 2011.
3.Expert in IFRS (especially that 139 things~!)
4.Achieving target saving!(This is a must!)
5.Be a healthier person.

I have quite a simple resolution, non complex and achievable. That is what important so we can manage to meet all the target. But I also have a wishlist for Year 2011. Here is my wishlist!!!
1.Nikon D5000 - I'm been dreaming about this camera for a long time and I guess I'll be able to have it next year since I already started to save up some money. Its gonna be something good for my editing hobbies and also to my close friends since they love taking pictures.

This gonna be my new baby next year!

2.Treadmills..actually this is lil' sis request..but I guess I'm also eager to buy gonna make some place for this big guy..hU~

3.Singapore vacation!This is must-have-destination for next year..been dying to go to Universal Studio!Yes, Singapore!I'm coming to the town!!!

Ok..thats all for my wishlist..Gonna save up all my money and spend it wisely!I must not forget to be paying my tuition & exam fees also!Hahahaha..hopefully all my resolution and wishlist can be fulfill next year! is value plus if I meet someone next year..kekekekekeke~

So guys & gurls..Happy New Year & be sure use Year 2011 wisely...times will flies fast than we can imagine and remember it's not gonna coming back!Be more adventurous and be a good human being since life is too short to be wasted. Be someone that everyone can love and be someone that warm since life is too short to be alone. Be someone that believe in hope & faith since life is too short to be in regrets. Be someone that live in present since life is too short to live in past. Be someone that can brings joy to others since life is too short to be in sorrow. Let live our life k!I'm sure I live every single moments of my life, thanks to all of you out there!

See you next year!Happy holidays!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

What I love about study week?

Jajan (snacks)!
That all!
And I bet you too~

During my study week, I ate a lot of snacks!
Too many snacks!
I spend around RM50 for all my 3 days revision classes.

What is snacks?Let ask Mr.Wiki~
A snack is a small portion of food, as contrasted with a regular meal.
Snack foods are typically designed to be portable, quick and satisfying.

My favorite snacks is a chocolate & strawberry coated biscuit sticks and it's not Rocky but Lucky Stick.
Guess the name can bring a lil' bit luck to

Chocolate coated is JJang!

Cappucino also JJang!

Strawberry also Jjang!

At the end of my day......I guess I can't help it but to bought it some more!

Love it!Love it!

Beside that..there also others snacks!
Hello Panda & Rice Crackers is Super-Super Delicious!
And a bag of bread!Hahahaha~

I eat more snacks than real food for almost 3 weeks and I have to stop everything for a while atleast.
You know it is not good for you, so I must eat healthy food for now and workout a lil bit hard to lose some weight.

Owh..just wanna put my study table to show how hard I worked for my papers!

 Guess my table is a lil' bit small

Papers everywhere~

It's Hyun Joongie on my laptop screen~Ageyo!

And last but not least..
2011 Joongie calender all the way fromSeoul!
Thank Memey dear for the present!!!
Love it so much!

Exam is ended so need to concentrate for my works before my year end holiday!
Owh..I need to think about next year resolution many works to do..
Gotta go..bye~ 

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Early Christmas Treat For Us!

I only managed to get shopping splurge only two to three times in the year. 
First is for Hari Raya and the other one is when my sis coming back here.
So,this is the time when me and my sis shop till we drop!
Err..its not really true for the drop part because I have a tight budget for my shopping allowances!Hahaha..

When my sis is back home the most important things for her is Eat!
Since I'm the elders and she is still student so the bill is on me.
This time we found quite a good place for Japanese foods lovers..presenting to you..Sakae Sushi.
Yeah, I know its too late to introduce this good place but still this is the 1st time for us to try it there. 
I love the wide range menu and their sushi is so splendid!

Our 1st visit, we managed to try their sushi, grilled beef and beef sukiyaki..I'm sure we picked the wrong sukiyaki since it is to sweet for both of us but still it is a great experience for us.
Do-It-Your Self Green Tea
Happy Face
Beef Sukiyaki Set
Real Fire Is Involved - Cool Heh?
Our Dessert!

On our 2nd visit, we managed to try the Kimchi Ramen & Beef Bento Set but both of our dishes is not up to our expectations or maybe our expectations is too high..but still we have great time there. 

My Kimchi Ramen..Sis eating it while waiting for her bento box.

After our "makan-makan" sesion is time for our shopping spree time..I did mention to u guys that trying to get a super cool high cut shoes right? I didn't have much courage to bought that type of shoes but I did find one that is practical for me to wear it...Taraaaaaaaa~

Size 9 = Big Foot
It is not super cute..but I love the color combination!

Does this available here?

Beside my shoes, we managed to get a good deal for our skin care products since there are many Christmas promotion here. My sis is try to find a good skin care product since she can't afford to buy Body Shop range no more..hahahaha~Pity her.. I guess being medic student is too pricey..lucky I'm not! =p

So, the solution is wondering around mall to find good deal and we find it!
Etude House~
Etude House is endorsed by Lee Minho & Park Shin Hye!
 Sis bought this!
I bought this!

I already heard about Etude products but I thought they are pricey and since I just start to use Clinnique I just have no interest to take a peek at another products. Thank to sis, I'm totally in love with Etude right now!
How affordable they are?
I bought 5 sheet face mask is only for RM12!While my sis bought 3 step skin care for RM79.90!
For that price I only managed to buy my Clinnique face cleanser!Hoh!Good bargain!

Owh..I also bought their famous BB cream for RM69.90 (Good bargain since all the BB cream in the market is quite small). I have read all the review for their BB cream and it all is I want to give them. 
a try.

This time I'm have no interest to find good cloths maybe next time. 
Owh, I almost forget..I also buy SS501 dvd!Their Persona Concert & Documentary!
My dreams come true!Love it!Like it..but sis hates it!
She says I'm so close to become SS501 stalker..hahahaha!

I'm looking forward for our next shopping session!
Thinking to save up my money & shop at Bandung....hahaha~
Ok..need to stop right now!
I need to check at Airasia website to find cheap tix!Hahaha!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Having a headache!

Hi guys!

Having a headache to find a right shoes before my vacation to Kuching!Too many choices make me have this kind of headache-Shopping headache!..Hahahaha..Its been quite a long time since I buy my last shoes..Last time I bought Nike White-Pink Cortez shoes at Al-Ikhsan..That is the most expensive shoes I ever had.Hu~
This is the shoes that I treasure the most!

So, this time I want to change my shoes preference a lil' bit. I would like to try the high cut shoes just like most of my Korean idols wears it!But the shoes that have a place in my heart is this one! You might be familiar with it since it being use in Playful Kiss You Tube Edition - Ep. 1! I heart this Adidas!

And this one too..Beast wear it!Man that is cool!


Cool right!But the colour make me a lil bit reluctant!Since I'm a girl the below one is kinda suites me!Hu~

Every girl must have a lil bit of pink in her life!But that hot pink make me crazy!Love it!
But the simple white should do enough right?I want this one..same like Hyung Joong wears its!Hu~

Less is more right..Hu!Damn so many handsome shoes out there!

But this blue one also catchs my eyes!Damn!My life is cursed for being around this such freak shoes!

I guess the first steps is to check it if there even have like this one in the stores itself before I make any decision. I will tell you guys if I make up my mind k!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!


Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha guys!

This year I have a perfect Raya. Why?

  1. My sis at home - Yay!
  2. Helping my mom preparing raya food until 4 a.m (Only my sis managed to help my mom since I'm to sleepy!).
  3. Sembahyang raya together! - You know its hard since my father health condition is not very good. Luckily, this time he is in a very good condition. Thanks God.
  4. Me n my sis get to be dispatch for my mom. My mom have this tradition to give some of her one-of-kind Raya food to others family friends. This year its almost take us an hour to give a complete tour around the food is great!
  5. Have a complete "salam-salam" session with Ayah before his dialysis session.
  6. Eating together.
  7. Watching Asian Games together (Watching cycling and badminton and we lost both game..Haish!But nevermind..Malaysia Still Boleh!).
  8. After the depression for the lost game, we headed to 7-E to get ice-cream!
  9. Then we slept. (Recover last night tiredness!)
It is not to late for me & my sis to wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. May this raya brings joy, happiness and love to all of my friends out there.

I hope in another 2 years, it is my turn to become Allah guest to perform Hajj..Insyaallah. 

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

End of October


At last we have come to the end of October.
For the first time in my life I wish it is not October.
For the first time in my life, I hate October.
For the first time in my life, my heart is in pain and I think is gonna take a while to ease the pain and it is not easy.

I just wish I can skip "this" part in my life.
I just wish I don't fall in love.
I just wish nothing happen to me.
I just wish I that I doesn't give "myself" to someone else.

But, I'm an ordinary person.
Allah will test me anywhere, anyhow and doesn't even care even it is on my birthday or even when that is the happiest time in my life.

And like an ordinary person.
I cry and mad.
I'm disappointed.
I'm hopeless.
I'm felt alone.

Then Allah shows me.
That I have a caring parents that also cried with me.
That I have a protective little sister.
That I have my big sis that doesn't ask me what happen but just stick with me.
That I have supportive friends that always be by my side even not knowing what happen, that come to me as soon as they heard me, that call me to know that I'm ok or not.

Then Allah shows me.
That I have such a wonderful people around me even if my heart is broken.

My heart will heal.
My cried will stop.
I will fogive.
I will forget.
But I never regret what have happen.
I will always cherish my memories
Thank you Allah for giving me those moments.

I'm ok.
I'm will gonna be ok.
Yes, I gonna be sad.
Yes, I gonna miss the old times.
Yes, I gonna cried sometimes.
But let it gonna be my secret.

What most important is I must accept it.
What most important is to forgive.
What most important is to be frank about it.

Then I can move forward.
Then I can live my life honestly.
Then I can be happy with lying to anyone.

I'm sure Allah knows what best for me.
I'm sure Allah have plans everything for me.
As His slave, I'm humble.
As His slave, I accept it.
As His slave, this is my time with Him.

"hilangnya cinta mu menusuk hati ku, hingga ku memilih cinta yang fana"

Monday, October 4, 2010

Sesetia Malam Pada Siang

Jak namamu menggetar rasa
Kukhabarkan pada angin
Bawalah daunan kering
Terbang jauh dari hidupku
Ingin aku bersama awan
Mengarang kembang cantik untukmu

Jika kutahu
Kaulah ciptaan terakhir
Tiada kujadi pelari sepi
Diburu mimpi demi mimpi
Lalu berhenti di kaki hari
Merenung pagi yang cerah
Sekadar datang dan pergi

Kau buatku
Lalu berpayung senja indah
Suara ombakmu
Memecah sepi pantai rinduku
Di balik karangan batu
Ikan kecil berenang riang
Ingin selalu di dasarmu
Sesetia malam pada siang

Sesetia Malam Pada Siang is among my favorites Malay's poem.
Hope I can be as loyal as night to the day. Insyallah..

Friday, September 3, 2010


U guys have heard FT latest song, Hanyut?
I like it a lot, for me it is a sincere confession those that don't appreciate their love one until to the very last minute..until their love one is gone. There are many people in these world that take this matters lightly. I have a lot experience in this matters, believe me.

So to those that take for granted what they have and also to their love one try to "listen" what is the moral of the songs. FT thanks again for the great song!

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja
For me forgive & forget is always be my beliefs. 
How matter bad is it if you just forgive and let go things will get better after that, Insyaallah.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010


Wish time was standing still tonight
Wish I was standing by your side all of time
Not for the last time

This can’t be goodbye
How could I ever find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can’t be goodbye

Don’t wanna carry this inside
Don’t wanna to carry on despite how I’ve tried
To take this in my stride
No I don’t think I’ll be alright
No its not something I can hide
And I won’t try, I don’t see why

This can’t be goodbye
How could I ever find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can’t be goodbye

I can’t say goodbye
Somehow I cannot find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can’t be goodbye

Why won’t this agony subside
Can’t fill this emptiness inside
Oh I’m so empty inside
No I can’t ever make this right
No its not something I can fight
I know I’ve tried

Come take this pain away
Come take this pain away
Come take this pain, take it away

Please don’t cry
Come take this pain away
It’s time to say goodbye
Come make it go away
Baby please don’t cry
Come take this pain away
It’s time to say goodbye

This can’t be goodbye
It’s time to say goodbye
How could I ever find
Baby please don’t cry
The strength to let go, to be without you
It’s time to say goodbye
This can’t be goodbye

-Paperplane Pursuit-

Wednesday, August 18, 2010


Bisik ku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar malam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

I'll bet some of you recognize this poetry. is from Sepi. I watch it like all time but I forbid it for now, atleast for now and just for now. It's hard for me these day to even mention about it~ the Sepi words.

I hope its just temporarily but I don't know, He already planned everything and me as the humble servant is just have to tawakkal & followed the plan.

Nevermind, sometimes in your life you need to be Sepi for a while to think for a moment what have you done in your life. To sit back and revaluate what the impact that you caused and what move do you need to take to decrease the effects.

But for me this is a signal that God sent to me if I'm getting far away from Him and only I know what the Allah want me to do. Hey, God does works in the mysterious way aite?

Ok, done with my ridiculous theory!I'm out of here.

It's already 8th Ramadhan today!Guys & Gurls happy fasting k!

Owh, before I forget check out my aunt masterpiece in her new blog!She is a baker and I'm so in love with her creation!Check her here!

And those that does shopping for raya, brings you own bag k.Your little action can bring a bigger impact after this. Insyaallah.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Ramdhan Al-Mubarak

Nothing much to say, just....

Happy Fasting This Ramdhan Al - Mubarak
May Allah bless all of us..Insyaallah~

Tomorrow is 1st Ramdhan, don't forget to get up for sahur k guys.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Little Angels..

I heart babies..who doesn't rite?

The cute hands, the out-loud crying, sleepy baby..and the tired mom.
They are so cute...I just love babies maybe because I have a small family.

I do envy big family. I always dream to have big brother or big sister to take care of me.
Or little brother and little sister that I can take care of. 
Cheering for "along" & "angah" with my family during Sport's Day.
All the fighting drama.. Gosh, I envy those little things that I can do if I have a big family.

But if I have the chance, I would never want to change my little family.
We are close then we never been before.
I love mama, ayah & Fera!Gosh, I miss Fera more than before.
Lil' sis, cepatla balek!It's like forever to get to September.

Ok..back to the little angels!
Congrats to Duya & Ran for their newborn son!
And to Kak Ita & Ag Yusri for their newborn daughter!
Ali Imran & Daria, I wish both of u will be a very good sons and daughter, Insyaallah.

 Duya & Little Ali

Ali Imran is so handsome!

Congratulations again Duya!Now you are officially a mother!
Now there are two Ran's in the cute is that..huhu~

And all of us (yes!I talking bout gagak's!) must accept the facts that the gagak's is already into the motherhood phase yawn!Hahahaha..
Welcome to Ali, the team leader for Gagak's 2nd generation team!Huhu..
Anak sape la plak pasni..kte tunggu..hahaha~

P/s:I'm so happy to see Duya glowing!She is more beautiful now than ever!
Time please move a little bit faster..I also want to have baby!hahahahaha!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Missing someone..

Its hard when you are so far away with someone and there is no proper communication happen between the two of you instead of sms.

I miss this someone so much..

Hard to tell how I miss this someone while I always be the clown of the day.

When my day is down and miss this someone I always listen to D'Masive - Merindukanmu.
This song is the perfect song for what I feel and for I hope to happen.

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Damn it!I hate this feeling...but this is the time when it just happen.

Hope I can endure this feeling before its eat me alive.